Past lives of a chatter

Reading Tommy's critism's today made me think of a subject to write about....now bare with me as I try to rid myself of the LOL's and the hahahaha's, I just have to get that self esteem thing happening with my writing....

I don't know how many people chat or have chatted in past lives, I don't do it anymore but at one time in my life I was chatting at least 8 hours a day. This caused many problems in my life as well as becoming an addiction. I have a very addictive personality so chatting was easy to get into. One of the main reason's people chat is because they are lonely and are in need of interaction. Chatting for me began when a friend of mine introduced me to her world of chat. The first chatroom I went to was called Kinkychat, an adult chatroom that was filled with adults with children's minds. There I invented Seashell, the seductress who would flirt with everyone and take up with nobody. This of course went over like stink, meaning the men loved Seashell but the women hated her with a passion. I talk of Seashell in a third person as she was me but she was everything that I always had wanted to be but never had the balls to be. I was still getting over my bad boy and men for me were strictly forbidden, except when I could put myself behind the computer and be protected. Before going online I was a shy and reserved person who always had an opinion but kept it to myself most times. After being online for awhile I was released from the shell and slowly became Seashell. AFter I was chased out of Kinkychat for having a real life affair with a man from Chicago(who was having an affair with a woman from Texas at the same time) I went to HardPornLounge, another Adult site with child like mentalities. There Seashell changed into TriNitY and Llehsaes but still the flirty girl. One day I should write a book about my endeavors online, because they are so many and so many bizzare and demented things happened to poor Seashell and her alias'. I just could not resist trying to flirt with a guy who was taken by another online, for me it meant nothing because it was just through the computer, you never meet these people and the chances of your life carrying on with them were very slim. In HardpornLounge my ideas of online chat forever changed because I fell in love with a man from California. Knowing my luck with men, he ended up being married and after 3 years of carrying on online and in real life, the cookie crumbled and the world stepped in. I was then chased out of HardpornLounge for that reason and the past from Kinkychat was following me again. It was after Chris broke my stupid heart that I realized I had been sucked into the world of chatting, it's too bad I couldn't have realized that earlier.

Over the years of chatting I have seen and done everything. There are several pics where little clothing if any is worn on different sites over the web. Some of the things I did I now regret but I don't regret the experiences that it brought me, the travel and the people I did meet in real life. It was nice to realize that despite the times I have that I feel like my world is falling apart or that my brain is disconnecting from the rest of me there are always MANY MANY people chatting all over the world that are a MILLION times worse...take it from me I met quite a few of them