Last week of school

The kids are counting the days until Summer begins and us parents are counting the days of freedom left....4 days left until I have to answer to a teenager......."sighs"
Don't think my daughter has me wrapped around her little finger cause that is far from the truth but it just means that I have the next 2 and 1/2 months to have to deal with her "please mom" and "I love you mom" 's schemes to get her own way.....when I look around I see all the scarey 15 yr old kids and thank God everyday that my daughter has not yet gone down the wrong path, she has good friends who stay out of trouble and she hasn't gotten interested in boys yet.....One thing I have going for me is that she is still scared of her Mother, and her friends are all scared of my actions too. I have lost friends because I have spoken up about their kids but I don't regret it because I look at those kids now and they are rotten little bitches...Hahahahahaha
My daughter had the potential to be one of the most rotten due to her blood lines, mine has some major flaws in it and her father's might as well be collapsed because of all the screwed up people......Thanking God once again
We are not doing anything too major this summer, we will be taking a week or so and heading over to the west coast of the island to stay in this really cool resort....TerraceBeach resort it's called, they have a website if you are interested in looking at it.....one selling point was they are animal friendly so Daisy my second child is welcome....

My gym exercise is working out real well, I went 3 days last week and intend on going everyday this week. I had forgotten how good you feel when you get on that treadmill and sweat like a pig...I have always been very flexible body wise and it was funny today trying to see who else there could do a back bend over the ball, there was even hot YOUNG girls there who couldn't do it....Me Good

The countdown to 40 is down to 19 days now, and depression is setting in...I really thought 20 years ago that my life would be different when I got to this point in my life. I was always one of those old fashioned girls who thought I would fall in love, get married, have kids and live happily ever after...........so far I have fallen in love, fallen out of love, had a kid and live quite happily on my own with everything that I could ever need, who would have thought that a woman could actually be happy without a man........Me Good

Tomorrow is a busy day, morning appointments, noon gym time, afternoon lawn mowing, dinner time soccer game........I don't see one minute free for sex........."sighs"

one day I would like to blog about masturbation.......
one day I would like to meet Brad Pitt.....
one day I would like to get into a really expensive RV and travel throughout North America
one day I would like to jump naked into Brad Pitt's arms and say "take me stud"
and him reply "sure sexy"............
one day I would like to write my memoirs...
one day if I did do that I would have a lot of people sweating.....LOL

I am going to go sit out on the sundeck watch the beautiful evening with the blue sky and many colours of the sunset and gaze at the still water in the harbour and the channel

night night